I hate seeing PANDAs. That’s why my Panda talking stuffed toy is kept in the dungeon. lol. seriously. It makes me remember someone so much that it makes me go loco. I’m moving on, okay?
4 of so many pictures I have back then when I was still so in love with Panda :)
*it represents a man, okay? You might think I’m crazy in love with a stuff toy or whatever. Hahaha. I just used them for me to think he’s with me even though we are miles apart. </3
Today, February 22, I decided to take my Mom out for a foot spa, both of us :))
Seeing my mom, she was so happy that I will be the one to pay for it (hahaha!). And to tell you honestly, it’s a different feeling when you’re the one who’s doing the treat. And I do that once in a while, of course, when I have money for it. Especially with my mom, I love having an alone time with her, the mother-daughter bonding. And I just love it that way. Yes, I and Mama are so close to each other (but not up to the point that I tell her everything, I keep some of my secrets to myself – yeap! The love thing hahaha! Though she knows some) and I can say that I will surely miss her when the time comes that she has to got to the states without me. I can rant everything to her¸ that there comes to a point that she wasn’t even listening hahah. And she knows every story about my closest friends. My mom knows pretty much everything about me, the life of my friends (just the really close ones, and I have a few), and the relationship I have with (hmm..) some people (hey, it can be friends too!).
I just don’t know what to do without her, though there may be times that I can get her blood pressure skyrocketing (but that was before, really. I manage how to keep my mouth shut) when I was an immature brat. But I’m a good girl now, I tell you! :) But I didn’t come to that point that I answer her in the middle of a motherly homily (hahaha!), during those times, I was just sitting (or maybe standing?) listening to her until she finish her talking. Oh that was years and years ago. I’m a very good daughter! Yes? (YES!!!)
I LOVE YOU MAMA! IF ONLY YOU COULD READ THIS. :)
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Did you ever have the feeling, when you’re sleeping, that someone is trying to get you? I mean, like.. ughhh. You can’t literally move where in fact in your subconscious mind, you are actually awake, shouting (and no one can hear you), and trying to move but something (or someone?) stops you? Ahh can’t explain it! Thinking of it gave me goose bumps!! You know we Filipinos call it a nightmare or bangungot in our tagalog term (is it?).
It happened to me, it happens. Hmm. Not everyday, but lately, it happens, like just when taking an afternoon nap. This usually happens at night right? When you’re in your long and deep sleep. But how come it happens to me during the day? Am I not supposed to sleep? The last time it happened to me was last Friday afternoon. This is making me paranoid that there is someone trying to get me :( creepy! Eerie! Very strangeee!
But when Sam told me it happened to her brother, what he did was to put a rosary with him when going to sleep. Sure I do pray every night before going to sleep, and since I think it’s wasn’t enough, I did what my BFF told me. And this picture pretty much explains it.
It was given by boo. Thank you Dear Lord, I’m having a peaceful sleep. :) Yes it’s a rosary; I used it as a bracelet since it can’t get through my head. (hahaha!)
Seriously guys, it is very scary. I don’t sleep with my tummy full (they say it’s bad, so I keep myself awake). I pray every night. But it’s still creepy. With that thing happening to me during afternoon nap. Oh come on, I still want to live.
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Saturday (02.18.12). And all I did was EAT. Yes. Pig out day with Family. Hahaha! We went to visit Lola, but unfortunately, they’re in Manila. So we ended up visiting another Lola (well, my mom’s aunt) because she had undergone Mastectomy (removal of the breast) last Wednesday (I think) :P good thing she’s okay. So I will not elaborate more about her condition here (it’s hard to explain in layman’s term, so sorry, and I’m lazy to do so. haha!).
Ohhh. And damn my lola’s mango tree! Ughhhh they made my tummy full. >.< I ate like 5 of them at lunch, and of course, we had lunch, Sinigang (which really is my favey!) Then I think at 3pm, we went to my mom’s aunt, my lolo there asked their cook to make spaghetti. Again, we ended up eating! Ahhhhh! Then went home to my Lola’s house. Rested a little then went back home here (in Angeles City). Then after, my dad started eating mangoes again, and I ate 6! (I know I’ve eaten so much. I’m so sorry to my diet regimen :( (heheü) I didn’t even eat dinner. I can’t. I really can’t! I’m so FULL!
* He is Jeero, my super cute and super love nephew. My cuddle buddy! :) (oh he’s a boy if you’re wondering why he have that sanrio Taikuro ponytail. Long hair, yes.)
And oh, the native pigs are my Lolo’s (my mom’s aunt’s husband) pets heeehee :)) they’re so cute I took a picture of them. One pig just gave birth to 11 cute piglets. :)))) And there are still 3 pregnant pigs! Oh! My Lolo’s backyard will be full of pigs! Hahaha! And at the back (I mean back back back near the pool, which became a fishpond) there is another kind of pig (the white pig :P) which is the same size of a carabao. Yes! Very big one (and really very scary), with not so piglets, hahah! maybe six? Or eight? So there, I have no photos of them, they are very far from the native pigs.
And right at this very moment, I’m sleepy (8:34pm). My satiety center is very much satisfied. :D
What really keeps me busy lately was this Koreanovela, City Hunter. Yes, yes. I started watching it just last night. So I’m not really so active on the internet. I think it started airing on TV for a month now (yes?). And I’m so so late. I’m not really into action scenes. But I think I’ll make exception to this one. (I love watching Korean love stories; I’m the hopeless romantic kind. LOL)
I’m still on a vacay. I miss work. I miss workmates. And I miss my work room, New Jersey :( long story about it. (yes, I’m lazy, but hell! I’m not fired okay? Something just really came up about it) :)) everything I’m doing lately is just to divert my attention. Yes! I’m going through something, so instead of being depressed about it, why not make myself happy. I’m so tired of crying and going through hell. I’ve had enough of it these past months.
I’m really thankful of my best friend for not leaving me.
(I look like asdfghjkl) Thank you Samantha! :) loveyerrr! <3
Anyways, I dunno what else to say. That’s it for today I guess.
Kisses :*
~N.
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Well hello!
How’s everyone? It’s been so long since I last posted something in here, personal I mean. I do reblogs when I visit tumblr. :P I was busy with work (yes, I’m a working girl heehee) and some other stuff that I dunno how to describe them. :)) And with that, tonight, I’m hella bored. Yes. At this wee hour (in the morning..?) that I got no one to talk to. I’m not even sleepy yet. Prolly after this, I’m gonna hit the sack.
It’s 1:15am, 16th of February. And I’ll let my fingers do all the talking. (oooh, and really, I find my fingers cute because of my pussy red colored long nails. Hahaha!)
Again how’s everyone? The recently famous day, Valentine’s Day. How was it guys? Mine was just a normal day. I guess the sentence “Everyone calls it Valentine’s Day, but I call it Tuesday” thingy is very applicable to me that day. I was at home, cleaning my room and sticking my eyes (and self :P) on the internet (oh I wasn’t at work, I’m on a vacay). So, I had my last date date (talking about Valentines date here) last three years ago! Yes. Three years ago. Some of you knew that I was in a relationship for almost two years :)) but the date thing I had was last three years ago. (yes, I’m currently single. lol) I miss it actually. Being able to spend that day with someone, (someone, I mean boyfriend). The date – flowers, chocolates, teddy bears, romantic dinner date, and the guy that gives me butterflies. It was three long years ago. :)) (that guy I think is married now) yes, he did gave me a lot of butterflies. He is just the sweetest. But I dunno what happened that he changed, and made me end things between us. He’s a pilot now, and I wish him a happy life. :) (he made me love the airplanes. ♥) ohhh! He gave me a present last year, the anonymous toy airplane sender, with the flowers was obviously him. Hahaha!
Oh how I miss sweet dates on Vdays! (time will come, Nicole. Have faith!) Teehee.
Moving on..
February 13th.
I had a pre-Valentines Date with four friends. After many many months of not seeing each other. I was happy! We watched The Vow. Yay! Channing Tatum was really sexy! :D
February 14th. Home. Since my supposed to be “date” was injured (and it’s true. At first I thought he’s just making a reason to ditch me haha!), he had to stay home and rest, though he’s insisting that we should push through. But since I’m just so kind, I let him stay at home and rest. He promised he’ll make it up buuuut, I’m not really looking forward to it. :)) Nothing serious eh :P
February 15th. I went out with one of my best friends, Cess. We watched Unofficially Yours. It’s a good movie. Some scenes made my eyes watery (relatable movie lines hahah!) You guys should watch it! :D
At work. Too many words to say. But I’m enjoying it. :D
And guess I have to finish it here. I’m kinda sleepy. Hahaha! I really want to share more of what’s happening but, my eyes are getting heavy and my brain is starting to malfunction. Haha!
Blog soon!
XO,
Nicole
oh hi. just me. haha! :D (credits to my 1year old nephew. He’s just too good in cameras now because of me. He took this one :P)
1:53am :)
My WEEKEND.
So yes, another week starts tomorrow. :( I had fun, really had fun. Got drunk with old and new friends, had food trip with the Manager that made us tipsy too. Hahaha
He asked me how can I get home. Because I was drunk, not really drunk drunk. :)) I said I don’t know, and he’ll just call the police to give me a ride home. Haha. He was like, “If I eat, you eat. If I’m full, you should be too.” Then I told him, “I don’t smoke, you should not smoke.” Haha! “If I think, you think also. If I sleep, you sleep too. Because we have the same destiny.” Aww. :))
— 01.20-21.2012
Gusto ko na silang burahin lahat, kasi may mga times na nalulungkot talaga ko. Minsan tama lang, minsan wala lang. Pero kase. Sad eh. Gusto ko man silang burahin, masakit sa loob ko.
Kasi mawawalan na ko ng songs sa phone. At ang mga songs na yun ang pinakagusto ko sa lahat. Hindi dahil naaalala kita, pero kasi maganda sila talaga. Burahin ko man, sila at sila pa din ang pipiliin ko ulit.
Sorting files. Birth Certificate, Marriage Contracts and such. Ako may hawak ng folder, eh may times na OC pa naman ako, kaya maayos talaga yan at magkakasama. Nakaclip with there xerox copies. Pati IDs nakaphotocopy din. :)) Grabe ang pagod sa pag aayos ng papers eh. Sana lang makasama ako ng sulit ang pagod at init na dinaranas ko. :)) Di ko maisip to live by myself here pag umalis na parents ko. Ano kayang gagawin ko? :)) Of course, given na ang work. Magpapaka workaholic nalang ako? Charot! :)) Haynako ewan, bahala na talaga. :)
May mga times na OC (Obssessive-Compulsive) ako. Totoo yan. Lalo na sa mga gamit ko, at sa mga bagay na ako ang nag aayos at may alam.
Tulad nalang nitong mga papeles na nilalakad ko, syempre ako ang may hawak ng folder, ako ang may alam, ako ang nag aayos e. Nakaayos yan, simula sa name ko.
Nico
Roan
Mama
Papa
Marriage Contract
Passport Files
Visa Mails
At eto sila.
And under those names, andun na ang lahat lahat. Like, birth and baptismal certificates, NBI and police clearance, IDs, at mga photocopy nila. E syempre kung ako ang mag aayos, naka paper clip yan each. Kase dun ako mas nadadalian to find them. Diba? At ako ang may hawak ng folder kaya ako ang mag aayos.
Eh etong si Mama, kontrabida sa paraang pag aayos ko, na kesyo madali daw pag walang paperclip para kuha nalang agad. Alam nyo yun, yung nga ang purpose ng paper clip na yan!!!! Para alam agad kung ano ang kukuhanin, hindi yung ibbrowse mo pa each ang mga papers.
hindi naman siya ang kukuha ng mga kailangang papeles kundi ako, kaya ako ang may karapatan sa ayos ng mga papel na yan!!(Galit lang haha) 
Nakooooo naBV ako at nasagot ko si Mama, pero buti pajoke, kundi nasemplang na ko sa kanya. Haha! 
Galing kaming Fontana Convention Center at nag B-I-N-G-O. :))
We have 6 free tickets, and no luck sa lahat ng yun. 
Kasama ko sina Ate at hubby nya, plus si Bianca.
Ako yan, at si Bianca. :D
Super laughtrip sa table namin, with strangers turned to be acquiantances. :)) Kakatawa sila hahah. kase may mga times na super kaantok na yung game. Tapos may sasabihin sila, na nakakatawa talaga. :)) May mga katabi pa na di nain gets ang usapan, parang Ilokano, tas bigla magtatagalog sila. Masaya. :D
Kainis naman kase di kame nanalo. Laging isa nalang eh, tas may mananalong iba. Tulad nito:
At eto ang pinakamasaklap sa lahat. Ang blackout. Ang 200,000php :(
Diba? Not meant talaga for us. But anyway, masaya naman today. :)
I’m not rushing, I’m taking my time.. There’s always a time for everything, there will always be a right time for love. I know in time, love will find its way to me. All I have to do is patiently wait and be happy.
Alam mo yung feeling ko? Yun yung namimiss kita araw araw. 
Ang hirap na iwasan ka. :( Pero kinakaya ko nalang.
(Source: breannamaex3, via iamnutmeg)